The Evening Dispatch

I wanted to do a blog about taking it easy because I've been pushing myself pretty hard with this thing for the past couple of weeks, I think I made myself sick.

I woke up today and my stomach was doing backflips. I'll spare you the gory details, but it wasn't fun. I ended up napping most of the day and just casually spending time on social media.

I realize I post a lot, but my brain goes about 1000 mph and I just have to get thoughts down or I'll lose it. What I will stop doing is emailing every article. I'll post them but only do 2-3 emails a week. I love you guys, but I don't want to blow up your inboxes or make you sick of me.

So while napping, our new kitten, Diablo kept waking me up trying to chew on my ears. I'm not sure of his fascination with ears, but he kept biting mine.

You can see there, he's pure demonic.

After a nap and eating something solid I started to feel better. So I'm watching football and writing a weird blog. I know this isn't as heavy as some of my others, but I feel they can sometimes been random musings or daily life and not all deep philosophy.

I also got upset earlier because I lost one subscriber. It was a silly thing to get upset over, because as I develop this blog, I will gain and lose a lot of followers. But when I already didn't feel great I had to whine on Facebook about it. Though I did pick up 2 more new subcribers later. Honestly, I should focus less on numbers, but in this metric driven econonmy it can be hard. I just want to see this page grow and see how it develops.

I never thought I'd be so happy or enjoy writing again as much as I have been with this page, but I'm glad that its been fulfilling for me. I try to support other and subscribe to their blogs as well. Today was kind of a blah day.

I don't know if I ever mentioned, my day job I'm a paralegal for my wife who is an attorney. No, she doesn't do pro bono work (people always ask me this. No attorney just does pro bono.) But I do legal documents for her and go with her to court appearances to help her with things. It's not bad and i can work from home mostly, other than court. And it gives me time to do things like art and blogs. But eventually I would like to reach a place to where I make about as much as she does with my art and writing. We'll see how that goes. I'm manifesting!

I am grateful for what I have and what I have accomplished. I just have goals for what I want to do. I know this blog won't make me a millionaire, but it would be nice to be comfortable and have money to help others.

I notice this post is kind of rambling, but its ok some days to not really have anything big to say. You all that have beeen supporting me are great. and I appreciate you to no end. You will always be my OGs. Thank you again for being here.

Now back to watching football!